Apologies

i'm sorry

for the time i dropped the pencil
and an old woman tripped on it
and broke her leg

for the time,
mom,
when dad cheated on you
and left you at home alone
with two babies

for the time i got angry
and said
"FUCK YOU" to someone
i hardly know

for being so apologetic

for being born

for being born into
believing
that everything
is my fault

for,
mom,
again,
taking away so many opportunities
that you could have had
by being born

for being so controlling

for failing my classes

for being such a disaoppointment

for refusing to grow up

for,
my grandma,
not getting to know you better

for,
my grandpa,
not visiting you more

for being afraid

for pissing in the bathroom sink at school

for caring

for writing bad poetry

i'm sorry
i'm sorry that i'm sorry

i'm sorry this is


the end.